This Isn’t a Home it’s a Prison

A home should give you comfort, happiness, freedom, and the feeling of ownership for your own self but instead of that her home giving her a lot of sadness, depression, anxiety, control, limitation, and confinement that make her can’t go further when the ideal condition is she can do it right away after she open the door. However, the condition is she can’t go anywhere even for an inch.

This is not completely her fault for being punish in a Prison call home, she wants to run away and go as far as she can until she can’t see the Prison anymore. Aside from that, she’s still stuck here like a bird in a cage that will slowly die because of her freedom to fly and have her own life is taken away by her family, her parents, and a lot of people around her. The first day of her imprisonment in her home start when her mom take her back to her home and limit her access to go to her favorite comfort area. After that, all the things that she’s got it limitation she’s only can go to her favorite comfort area when there is something urgent to be take care at that place, she’s even can’t go to her best friend special occasion that she’s got invited just because the event is taking place when the moon is start to exist also the place is nearby her favorite comfort area.

This isn’t not fair, and that’s makes her wants to flew away from her home as soon as possible. She’s trying everything she can do to make her flew away from her hell prison call home start from applying for a job in her favorite comfort area or even abroad, fighting for another preparation before she’s apply for a master degree program abroad, also faking her happiness and start to be an obedient grown up daughter for her mom.

However, all her efforts isn’t completely work since some of them are failed, some of them are still in on progress, and some of them are still in the process of making it right. Aside from that, she hates herself for being such a person who’s struggling to fight for her freedom in the hell prison call home, but in the end all she’s got is mostly failure and another bloody pain from her family when in the ideal condition her family should be her home that gave her happiness, comfort, support, and freedom to fly as high as she can.

Aside from that, She’s also very grateful for this prison call home that make her become a stronger person with a lot pains and struggles, she learns to face and fight in that moment. Last but not least, all the things that she wants right now is to flew away from her prison call home and have all of her goals achieve one by one. Well, hopefully all her wishes for freedom from her prison and her goals is going to step into the reality of her life.