Restless

These days all the clouds start to rail in the fast moving as they are restless as I do when I’m waiting for the things that really matters to me such as scholarship announcement. The feeling of restlessness is getting me in a really bad situation as I started to crash inside by the time.

On the other hand, I need to be calm in this situation since there are a lot of things that I planned ahead regarding these circumstances.

Moreover, I consider staying in between calmness and crash to make sure that I stay sane through the journey especially after I got into the worst event this month which I don’t want to mention since it’s still quite traumatic for me. Although, I feel better already but still the feeling of restlessness is still taking a toll on me inside. I might not show them while talking in a social situation but when I’m alone I keep fighting this uncomfortable emotion all the time which is hard in general.

To be honest, I don’t know how to finish this article since there are more complicated thoughts when it comes to restless emotion, so just wish me luck. Hopefully everything will be fine in the end without the feeling of restlessness.

-W-