Post-rejected Mental State

It’s been days of mixed feelings and emotional conflict state in my mind

It’s like waves of storm keep coming through no matter how strong the rewind is

Depression, anxiety, and all negative emotions keep coming through my mind

It’s like I’m stuck in a room full of fight-or-flight nerves in a bind

Till I keep asking, do I deserve this kind of mental misery for my dear mind

I always feel like I’m at the end of the road with a lot of pain and cruel bind

I keep crying in silence while keep going for more beautiful accomplishments to be bind

As the post-rejected mental state is still moving around the orbit of my mind

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