Free Fall Rollercoaster

These days my life isn’t easy also full of high and low, well I’m not going to curse on this beautiful mess because I’m always grateful for everything that happened to me also my life either is good or bad. However, I still struggle with these things for all high and low like a free fall rollercoaster ride.

This free fall rollercoaster ride create a mixed feeling of happiness, sadness, bitterness, and disappointment. But still, I need to survive and enjoy the ride of the most extreme free fall rollercoaster. On this ride, isn’t only myself that goes in the overwhelmed journey but also my emotion this rollercoaster is started to make me puke out my overwhelmed self with shaken emotion.

Well, last week ride become the most extreme ride when the storm come in middle of the most peaceful ride without any bumpy rails. It shocked me out and wake the scariest monster in the town with the loudest alarm which make panic, anxious, and a little bit afraid of the world. Then, without any doubt all I can say is thank you for this ride and I’m grateful for it even though sometimes the monster is come out of the blue sudden which make me flinch a little but it won’t make my bravery and courage percentage decrease rapidly.

I’m not saying that I’ll be 100 percent courageous and brave enough to walk again without any pain also disappointment. For sure the free fall rollercoaster will decrease my courage and bravery percentage but I’ll make the percentage increase slowly one percent by one percent when it decrease one percent after a bloody free fall ride even though it’s hard.

After all, I’m not the one who stuck in the eternal ride of a free fall rollercoaster ride since this ride is also part of every earth citizen problematic life and as it goes the free fall rollercoaster ride become a bless, issues, melody, and lesson for every person in the ride. Last but not least, all I can say is thank you for this extreme ride and I take this as a bless that full of beautiful mess.

-W-