2023

Some people said new year is a sign for us to start a new chapter in our life, however this year can be quite different since isn’t only about the new chapter but it also about recovery since we start to recover from the pandemic of Covid-19 it’s been three years of war with Covid-19. As we know and we see from the things that happened around us it can be said that Covid-19 isn’t only affecting our life as a physical disease but also affect almost all aspect in our life such as mental health, career, and life in general.

Moreover, the year of 2023 isn’t only all about Covid-19 which also include the rollercoaster rides that turn out to be a sequence of eulogy and spark of fireworks in one second. Furthermore, those eulogy somehow means nothing like a worthless penny without any empathy for the after effect. On the other hand, I’m quite fed up with all the conflict within the door the feeling of madness, they keep pushing me into the deepest wood with torn roses and never-ending hatred for yourself since they keep giving a notation for self-blaming in every flaws.

Then, if we see those in the wood analogy as we see in the back of the shadow in the wood after all the pain and torture from the torn roses there is a light from the bright sunflower that peek behind a group of tree monsters which turn to be a symbol of hope even though the sunflower is stuck and block by the tree monster sharp branches but the light still peeking from the tiniest scale. However, by the time with the sunflower grow into the greatest and enormous flower in the wood, hope and chances also got to see the light like what we see in how 2023 start to bring hope and light for recovery in the hot peace realm like what we see in the wood analogy.

To be said, 2023 is special year with torn roses, never-ending pain, self-hatred, self-blaming, madness, and a sequences of rollercoaster rides with the lights also hope for chances and happiness in every room of depressed emotion.

-W-